PART I: I have sleep apnea…and suffer from hypnic jerks almost nightly.
One night about 6 months ago, I think I died in my sleep. Im not sure because when I went to Heaven…Heaven felt so real but so did earth. I guess because they are both real? Selah..
Anyway, in my dream or vision, I entered Heaven. It was no big bells and whistles entering Heaven, it was as natural as walking into another room. In fact, ‘death’ (if that is what happened to me was the most natural thing.) Entering Heaven was faster than the blink of an eye. As I was walking around in Heaven, the first people to meet me was a Heavenly host? Im not sure. Seems like it was 3 people. They spoke in harmony and they seemed to be the hostess’/host. They were serene, in total peace. Love was the air in Heaven.
The first thing the host told me was: “Dina, this is where you let go of all your hurts forever”. I was astounded by this and advised them: “BUT, I forgave these people on earth, I dont get it!” The host told me: “Dina, we know you forgave them…but that does not mean the hurt and pain left you!”. I was absolutely relieved by this answer! I was relieved because I always equaled hurt with unforgiveness. But, thats not the case! YES! We still carry pain even though we have forgiven! YES! We still hurt over certain issues! As long as we do not allow bitterness to set in.
End of Part one.